It's part of life:)

2009-11-22T21:13:00.001-08:00

moved out

to a new web:)

dear diary....

2009-11-12T02:20:00.001-08:00

today was like... okay i guess..
was pretty quite ..

had bio remedial in the morning..
bio lesson was fruitful!
history was like an eye-opener for me!
teehehe.. junior college or polytechnic??

well.. studying hard is the most important thing..
study study study..
academic is important..

but well..
social life is certainly essential too!

haiz.. okla..
ive gtg now..
need to do some work..

:)hugs n kisses

a whole new chapter

2009-11-10T22:33:00.000-08:00

i've never thought about telling him the truth today..
well, i was expecting him to give an 'i don't care' kind of answer..
i was wrong..
i really was..

i'm starting to see where this ______ of ours is going..
well, he's been different in all aspects..
the way he talks, thinks, answers .....
he's been pretty okay these days..

is it a crush?
naah..
am i denying?
i have no idea..
the thought of i cant have him always spills in the moments when i'm thinking about him...

well..
i leave to time to answer my questions..
will we ever last- even as friends?
is all this worth trying for?
are we okay together?

hmm..
crush?
in love?

a whole new chapter ..

2009-11-10T05:00:00.000-08:00

never have i felt this way..

its getting hot in here...

2009-10-30T02:37:00.000-07:00

just taking a break from choreographing some dance steps ..

the dance steps are not that great ..

i'm still a beginner ... teehehe..

how i wish i could dance like shahrul n q!

i miss you both like crazy ok..

:)

umm...

he is out cycling..

hmm.. i have no idea how is he right now..

i know I'll be really busy with school,cabin, expectations etc..

but i'll try to balance it up with work n...... i don't know...

just hope i won't get to tense up as the exams approaching now..

well, sec 3 life has waken me up to work harder..

i really hope you'll understand..

love the pic u posted..

its nice..;)

JUMBLED

2009-10-28T04:42:00.000-07:00

do you guys agree that sometimes people are being unfair to you?
well if you ask mi, i agree... today in school was like .. hmm.. JUMBLED!
i cried, laughed, danced and watched some gruesome videos.. being a history student
we got to feel what exactly happened in the past.. INTESTINES..BROKEN ARMS..LOST OF LIVES... NO!!!!

i made up a decision today..
a decision that i want to fulfill.
well, it's a matter of time i told myself..
but i believe in the saying:

AS THE WIND BLOWS HARDER, THE KITE FLIES HIGHER:)

LOVE?

maybe not...

a new beginning i suppose..

2009-10-27T03:56:00.000-07:00

been getting busy with school things these few days..

trying to buck up and pull up my socks ..

woah.. im kind of tired right now..

from morning till 5 in the evening haven't had

much rest..

wasn't a good cca day today..

members were not cooperating well..

expectations. things to do for launch day. meetings.

spreading of news. organising of stuffs.

activities for net year.

choreographing of dance steps.

musics.

cheers.

members involved?

and a lot a lot a lot a lot more things to do.

oh no! i got to start working like immediately.

well, i guess its a new beginning for me.

in mids of being busy,

its you thats on my mind..

am i missing you? am i falling for you?

oh mimi! its not the time to fall in love k..

haha.. okok i get it..

maybe a little miss won't have any meanings right?

2009-10-25T05:14:00.000-07:00

as i thought about life.. i feel that its like a dream..a dream we cant decide on...

dear diary..

2009-10-16T20:35:00.000-07:00

aww man.. i feel like the luckies girl on earth yesterday..

went our with 3 of my beloved..
its sooooooo fun!
with danial, fir & di..
hehe..
slacked..talked..choosing2..

well dearest..
miss u la..
:)
syg u soooooooooo much..

with sorrows lost..new beginnings are here inviting..

3 clicks i call friends......

2009-09-17T03:07:00.000-07:00

its a sacrifise..

i noe its hard for the 3 of us..

but..

just for our goodness sake alrite?

yes i do..

i miss you damn badly..

wish to meet.. wish to laugh together..

joke together..

i really do..

you guys mean a looooooooooooooooooooooot!

words can never explain how much i love the 2 of u..

music could never say how important u guys are..

letters could never reach the word i would want to confess..

actions could never be enuf to show u...

its a decision i had to make..

it won't be long..

babyz,

mimi promise this to you two..

He MaDe IT SWeeT fOR mE..

2009-09-12T00:33:00.000-07:00

today was like totally fun la..On the phone wif my 2 beloved besties..
hAd A LOng ChAt wIth Dan.. hIS nIEcE N NePHew WERe sOoOoo CUte!!
feLT liKE kiDNapPing tHEM...

can't lay out things rite now..
storytelling later ya..

to be continued...
hehhehehe..^^

& you left it unanswered,,

2009-09-09T19:18:00.000-07:00

i dislike it when you did that..
it hurts me real deep..

i don't understand the way you're thinking..
but i know it's not nice to think that way..

both of you are equally important..
equally special in my life..

we could have different perspective in things..
but that doesn't stop me from loving and caring the both of you..

why? what's the sudden change in tings?

fine..
giving you guys space from now .. happy?

i miss the old us..
besties,
i have faith in the friendship we've built together..

2009-09-08T23:08:00.000-07:00

another day..
stuck at home..
HOUSE WORK!
woah..

haha..
k just being lame..

i'm worried..
worried like mad..
koz of sum stuffz..sum people..

teehehe..

wishing best of luck to danial!
do ur best in ur n :)

mimi<3

aww.. he's soo attractive..

2009-08-31T01:44:00.000-07:00

oh man!!

i dunno wads happening!!
im surrounded by a world of attractive looking guys!
its been like a few days since i experience dis!
(they're not some random guys k) they're the guys..well..
friends la.. i guess..

k..
let mi talk about this guy dat i realli find him..
pretty sweet.. like today den i get to realize that..
known for sooooooooo long but now den i notice..

wad on earth! mimi eyes sumting wrong la:)
ok2... wadever..

went to shimin's hse and baked!!
cookies!!
wan sum????

met tkps-ian otw hm..
k waited for haikal like a few mins ..

den..
went home..
txt danial..
hmm.. kinda miss him.. (:
but.. well..
distancing frm him..
things aren't the same now.

just hope he's moving on..
hehe..

Our 3rd year is tmrw!

aww..thanx danial..:)
for all the ncie memories..
can't forget the time wen we're younger..
sweet huh...

-mimi's falling like a domino with u!-

mimi isn't mimi animore..

2009-08-30T05:34:00.002-07:00

mimi isn't mimi animore..

2009-08-30T05:34:00.001-07:00

mimi isn't mimi animore..

2009-08-30T05:34:00.000-07:00

i have no idea..
have you guys ever felt the change between best friends?
how hurtful does it feel?
how much memories have been thought ever since that bestie of yours
changed?

is it wrong for them to change..
well for me..
i dunno..
wads your opinion??

i.....
dun like it..
even though i tried liking it..

dear diary..
dis isn't the mimi i knew..
she's upset, with tears in her eyes.
memories of him in her mind.
she's ain't telling ..
she's ain't spilling it out..

-mimi's friend

mimi:
i'm ok..
nothing is wrong..
everything fine.. doing ok..(i guess)
keeping these attractions out of sight..
i dunno..
i dun wanna trouble people by letting in go..

-a love isnt love until u let it go-

screamz!!

2009-08-21T04:15:00.000-07:00

been bz this few days..
tired.. exhausted.. no words can describe it..

been sooo bz dat i feel that time flies soooo quick..
actualli today is a special day..
its our 9th month anniversary of friendship..
happi 9th month dear!!

we've been frenz for like almost 3 yrs now..
nxt month marks 3 yrs bby!

aww..still remeber the first time i met danial.
disturb him like mad..
played wif his specs..
k dat was wen i was in pri 6..

this 9 months is our newly made anniversary..
k.. its kinda childish.. but .. i kinda like it..

haahhx..

aniwae..
fasting month is tmr..
yay!
but gonna get even more n more bz!

will have to wake up at 3-4 plus i guess..

to all my muslim peeps..
happi fasting n puase tau!

with tears in my eyes.. love in my soul..

been very week dis days..

2009-08-16T04:12:00.000-07:00

oh man..
my health has been down a few days back..
didn't go to school on thurs n fri.

temperature was like 39 and above..
weak ..very very weak..

body's aching..maybe due to carrying
baby solihin here and there..

haiz...

gtg for now..

:)

us against the world

2009-08-12T08:19:00.000-07:00

koz i know if i'm falling you won't let mi down..
if the boat is sinking.. you won'y let me drown..

how can i giv u all of mi? wen i get half of u....

2009-08-12T02:57:00.000-07:00

its been a few days since we seriously talked things out..

wooh.. its realli diffrent now..
teehehe..
living up my best to the fullest..
actually..
it does hurt ..
sad.. hurting..
it sucks..

but..
dis is the only way for me 2...umm..

okla.. talked abt other tings:)
played CRAZY games during p.e.!!

things bouncing bby!!
woooooooohoo!!!!

fun la!
tried to forget wads happening
for now..

its part of life..

2009-08-11T02:29:00.000-07:00

at home.. just finished sweeping the floor..
taking a break right now..

on 8 of august.. went to kl for 3d2n.
reached home @ exactly 1.00am..
bought goodies for my switharts..
Hmm.. Was a nice one..enjoyed my time with
this small boy,cousin of mine.. solihin is his name..
fair like a snow.. sweet as honey..

only a year old.
love this baby!
:)

woah..
its freaking hard trying to change something huh..
i'm feeling it right now.

taking baby steps to be independent w/o you..
u take care..

i dun understand..
is it soo difficult to talk?
be honest with ur feelings?

if u had..
i would have understood..

u're a nice one..
but not for mi.......

i'm sorry..

tired..

2009-08-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

i'm really losing all my energy..

been sleeping at abt 3-4 plus this few days..

tired.. sleepy..

works here and there..

hehe..

but look at the bright side..

at least im not bored:)

hehe..

im going away dis 08 aug..

dun miss mi k??

hehe

hugs n kisses:)

randomly:)

2009-08-03T04:23:00.000-07:00

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in facebook to answer this. Then see what happens.

if you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
if your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
• hmm.. its ok if his not:)

2. Smart?
• pretty much.

3. Preferred age?
• same,a year older

4. Preferred height?
• a little taller

5. How about sense of humor?
• yea..dat'll b nice:)

6. How about piercings?
• NVER!

7. Accepts you for who you are?
• yeah..swit:)

8. Pink hair?
• eew!

9. Mushy or no?
• no! hmm.. maybe 0.000000000001%

10. Thin or fat?
• hahaha.. it doesnt matter does it?

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
• does it matter?

12. Long hair or short hair?
• short hair la.. boys mah..

13. Plastic or metal?
• waad?

14. Smells good?
• definitely! i love if they smell good:)

15. Smoker?
•a total no for mi

16. Drinker?
• nowae!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
• hmm.. i accept him for hu he is:)

18. Muscular?
• a little

19. Plays piano?
• haha..nice:)

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
-yeah! but its ok if he doesnt

21. Plays violin?
• eeerr...

22. Sings very good?
- dependS:)

23. Vain?
• just to look good ..umm.. 4 mi? haha.. jk.. (:

24. With glasses?
• i doent mind:)

25. With braces?
• eeerr.. ok wad..

26. Shy type?
• at times:)

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
• be himself..

28. Active or passive?
• a little active wud b nice

29. Tight or bomb?
•wad?

30. Singer or dancer?
• wooo.. dat'll b nice:)

31. stunner?
• hmm.. ??

32. Hiphop?
• cool!

33. Earrings?
• no!
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
• i wont bother ..

35. Dimples?
• it doesn'y matter..

36. Bookworm?
• i dun mind:)

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
• i love letters!

38. Playful?
• isnt it natural for boys??

39. Flirt?
• errrgh!! he bter b gud! hehe:P

40. Poem writer?
• not for boys:)

41. Serious?
• wif US:)

42. Campus crush?
• huh?

43. Painter?
• paints for mi?? heh.

44. Religious?
• sure.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

• no.. i dun like.. onli i can tease n bully him! hehe.. well..having fun wif each other:P

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
• eew..

47. Speaks 20 languages?
• maybe 2-3? so can tecah mi la.. (:

48. Loyal or faithful?
• both:)

49. good kisser
• umm.. must he?

50. loves children??
• dat'll b swit:)

its an experience

2009-08-03T00:09:00.000-07:00

1 aug 2009

first of all..

had a wonderful time at Abdul Razak mosque for a camp.

well..

i did enjoy myself there..

tired to the max.

bathe at 3am in the morning..

hehe..

3aug2009

i slept around 4.30 last nite..

i woked up at 3 before to settle my hw..n slept again at 4.30am..

woke up at around 5 plus.. again..

k.. a little tired..

sleepy2.. al ittle cranky..

shahrul ammar's bday is today..

sabo-ed him in malay class..

[naughty lil mimi]

teehehe..well..

its ok ryte..

now waiting for 3.30 to go meet mrs chan for video adjustments..

had a presentation in school..

did okay..

although we HENTAM like a couple of tings...

overall..my day was alrite..

miss besties danial and fir!!

well.. my rhya too..

hope 2 c the msn lvl one dis wed..

umm..

and the bday celebration..

i hav no idea man..

i wanna do it..

but are my aug rhya bbys free??

control our reactions as we can't control the events happening..

2009-07-31T00:53:00.000-07:00

had a short day today..

went to school wif adq nisa.. ate breakfast..

had CABIN club in the afternoon..

den wen home..

ibu was at home:)

yeay!

aniwae.. i'm goin for a camp tomorrow..

at masjid abdul razak..

2 dayz, 1 night ..

well..

no one to go wif xcept wif my ynger bro n his frens..

hehe..

nvm la..

oh man..

tmrw is aug..

time flies..

i dunno.. cabin teacher said i look realli tired..

yeah.. i slept at11 plus.. woke up a few hours ltr to do hw..

den slept at 4+ again..

i've been sleeping quite late lately..

homework.. cabin.. tinking of sum tings..

man.. i just hope evritink will pass-by as per usual when i get use to "us" being this way..

my studies are getting manageable .. i like it this way..

realli:)

i hope u too..

thanks ahmad for the bday present..

sweet la:)

so near yet so far..

2009-07-30T03:31:00.000-07:00

dear diary..

i dunno..

am i doin the ryte thing?

i have no idea man.

u noe..

i did something which i dunno whether its good for for him or not ..

well.. its been about 2 years 10 months since we knew each other..

its pretty fun to know him..criusly..

he's nice..a great listener..fun.. soft-hearted..

oh man.. im starting to tink about him already..

k..let me get straight to the point..

after all this years being friends..

k not just friends..more than that..

maybe ............. special ones...

i've decided to..

i gtg and bathe now..

talk about it later den..

wads wrong?

2009-07-28T05:01:00.000-07:00

i cant..

im sorrry..

u stay strong..

a new song

2009-07-24T20:24:00.000-07:00

ydae.. abg listened to this song by varsity.

its a really nice song.. wanna cry man listening to it..

abg u're great!

love is in the air ydae.. we sang love songs..

had a great rhya time with my bbyz!

flirt with bharath..

ahah..

well i just hope my rhya wont tink im a flirt..

im just jokin ya..

if im wrong sori:(

sorii bharath if u're not comfortable i joke liddat..

aniwae..

i love rhya bbyz:)

hie:)

2009-07-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

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